||[Jul. 30th, 2009|02:05 pm]
she admitted to not caring anymore about us. the reason she said is because i'm angry at her so much and she feels like she does nothing right.
i am angry at her. for the dog. for her not taking care of herself. for her letting the house go to shit, so i have to pick it up daily. but mainly for her not trying to communicate with me how can a relationship maintain and exceed without the whole foundation of it - communication. it feels like i'm lost in the dark trying to put out fires that i don't know how they started or where they are. it feels like i'm alone in this relationship, like i'm the only one fighting for it. i'm ready to quit.
what we had, has now crumbled into pieces