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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2009|02:05 pm]
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omgatgnat
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]

she admitted to not caring anymore about us. the reason she said is because i'm angry at her so much and she feels like she does nothing right. 
i am angry at her. for the dog. for her not taking care of herself. for her letting the house go to shit, so i have to pick it up daily. but mainly for her not trying to communicate with me   how can a relationship maintain and exceed without the whole foundation of it - communication. it feels like i'm lost in the dark trying to put out fires that i don't know how they started or where they are. it feels like i'm alone in this relationship, like i'm the only one fighting for it. i'm ready to quit.  

what we had, has now crumbled into pieces
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2007|05:16 pm]
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canigetameer
I am the drug addict's mary magdalene
Needing to follow my own advice
Doling out my heart in soup kitchen style
Fly fishing with my body
And generally treating my vices to dinner
In chic diner after fancy restaurant
'How's the penne, recklessness?'
'Oh, you know, I've had better.'
My conceit is duplicitous, it follows the cycles of the moon
I own the physical beauty I possess
But then, how can I carry that
If you're holding my hand?
You can keep it in your rucksack while I fall in love with you
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2006|11:03 pm]
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mapleflavor
[mood |sadsad]

I thought it was getting better. I thought everything was getting better. I mean, I smiled again.  I lauged and enjoyed every minute of my life, and now what's happened? It seems as if though I'm trapped. I'm stuck in some sort of corner, and all of the horrible things in my life are keeping me pinned against the wall. Do  I just let them control me, keep me cornered, or push my way through with confidence and hope? Maybe I'll just sit down, let them look down upon me. It's not like they haven't before, that's what they're there for isn't it? All of those horrible things, just looking at me, pointing, laughing at my misery. Misery they've caused. And as I sit in this corner, this dark corner, I imagine; love. Oh how I long for love. To feel the warmth of his body as it's pressed against mine, life could never be so sweet. For days on end, I think about this. Those horrible things are still pointing, their arms will never get tired.  I think of his face, his smile and touch. Someday; soon, I will get the strength to point back.
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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2006|01:04 am]
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_mylife
I hate that when you have a sneeze on the edge, but it just wont come. And then you do sneeze and your lips are chapped, and they blister. Or maybe thats just me.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2006|10:22 pm]
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_mylife
It was a nice rainy night. The rain had already ended around 10pm so they headed out. They walked down the street dressed in long coats and warm hats holding hands and showing their love for each other. They stop and window shop at the closed stores. Make a visor with their hands and press their faces up against the glass. Their breath starts to fog up the windows. They continue walking down the wet sidewalk with the lights from stores and streetlights reflecting off the wet street pavement. Such pretty colors of red, green and blue distortions. A few empty cabs pass by as they enter a busy restaurant. A local band is playing and purple lights flood the rooms. They take off their hats and coats and hang them on the rack. Order a few drinks, and sit back and soak in the scene. This is life.

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10 minutes (or so) [Sep. 10th, 2006|01:54 am]
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_mylife
How do things work? I've always wondered that. How a rotating object like a fan could always keep spinning all day without getting tied up. Yet that was when I was young. And now I know how such things work. Not fans specifically but just motors in general. Speaking of which do you know the difference between a motor and an engine? 

What will technology be like in the future? Right now it seems like we have advanced technology, but in another 50 years we'll look back and laugh at how horrible our computers were. 

Human evolution and aliens. What if there are tons of other aliens out there that know that we're here. They know we're on earth, and maybe some are even here too. What if aliens are just waiting for humans to mature as a species. Think about humans. What is one of our first instincts? Violence. What if they dont tolerate that. What if theres a whole galactic comittee watching earth and waiting for us to grow up. I think theres tons of other life out there in the universe. The billions of galaxies there are, with billions of solar systems in each, its ridiculous to think we're the only life. Freakin stars are just so far though. 

What if we DO come back when we're dead as new people. And each time we say, "wouldnt it be great to see technology in the future?" yet we WOULD see the technology in the future but just not know it. If we continually live through each generation not knowing that we lived through the previous one. we just keep getting recycled. what happens if we humans destroy ourselves? will life arise again and humans evolve again? what if aliens land here after we've destroyed ourselves. they'd find all our buildings and landmarks and stuff. how crazy would that be. what would they learn about our societies? isnt that crazy to think about excavating a dig in new york city? the whole city being buried and you digging it up. not knowing what it is or who lived there. not even being from this planet. 

what if we are that tiny molecule in one guys nucleus of a cell of his saliva. what if we're just a drop being formed, but for our time its billions of years. while his just takes 1 second. what happens then?

/stop
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Just a random thought [Sep. 4th, 2006|09:20 pm]
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liquidfears99
For the first time in my life...I think I really wanna die...and I would be okay with it...but I wanna die high...that way I would be layed back about it...

*I know I am f* up in the head, okay?
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(no subject) [Aug. 13th, 2006|02:45 am]
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_mylife
I want to make a movie or tv show or something about depression. I just had a vision of how something could go like,...

The kid in the tv show always sleeps a lot, has started eating less, never works out anymore, turns down invites from his friends, and one day his mom asks him if he's depressed. An "in mind" scene happens where it shows the kid freaking out saying, "Yes for the love of god help me! I want a therapist! I want help! I was too embarrassed to ask for help. Finally you noticed!" But flips back to reality and he smiles at her and says, "not at all..."
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(no subject) [Jul. 29th, 2006|01:36 am]
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_mylife
up for hours. he starts getting dilusional. he starts to speak, but has to stop halfway through his sentence. he cant remember the next word. what was it... the rest of the sentence starts fading. everything is going quickily. he looks up confused. where was he. he cant think. everything is locking up.

fix it, quick
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Just a random thought [Jul. 18th, 2006|04:20 pm]
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liquidfears99
I wish I could die and live to tell about it...
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